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200 pages, Paperback
First published December 30, 2013
Grant Maxwell… all 6ft of him is a Dom, controlled, a man of intelligence, who exudes confidence, not easily flustered, and at the age of 35 his life experiences able him to rationalise… yet the man behind the counter at his local coffee shop, so beautiful and mesmerising with his pale green eyes has turned this once calm and restrained professional psychiatrist into a gibbering wreck, all of a fluster and as nervous as a virgin bride on her wedding night… or as Max puts it, “as nervous as a virgin at a prison rodeo”
After ten years of controlling other men, their movements, their pleasure, at times their very breath, he couldn’t even pick out a goddamn shirt to wear. “Oh, Aiden, what have you done to me?”
Aiden, is not a flirt, in fact he is not very good at the whole dating and sex thing, he’s shy, and a little timid, not socially withdrawn but definitely not an extrovert… But with Max his inner flirt seems to have jumped up waving “hello”, joined the party and found a life of it’s own, because he was teasing Max into a frustrated frenzy on the point of melt down and loving every minute of it!
“I am usually very much in control, but you are shredding my grip on it very quickly.” He opened the passenger car door. “Now get in before I lose it and rip your clothes off right here and now.”
Instead of doing as Max instructed, Aiden moved up close and ran a single finger down Max’s torso along his breastbone to the top of his waistband as he stared at Max from under long curling lashes. “Not really much of a deterrent, Max,” he murmured seductively.
Finding out Max was a Dom most definitely piqued his interest, he had no experience with the lifestyle it wasn’t even something he had consciously thought of in the past but that bit of knowledge set his body on fire, the thought of being controlled, especially by Max was sending his curiosity straight to his groin and straight onto the internet… where he discovers his fantasy… Pony Play …and when Max discovers that little gem of information, after picking his tongue up off the floor, because you guessed it, Max loves to ride a Pony… and he is determined to fulfil that fantasy!
Max was completely and utterly smitten with Aiden, and his own amazement of the fact was such an overwhelming realisation for him, to be so much in awe of another man, his whole being consumed… and it wasn’t just Max, because cupid had surely been out with those arrows, as Aiden was just as enthralled as Max. He wanted the control and dominance, his body and mind craving and needing Max to take charge… not really knowing where those feelings had emerged from but Max had opened his eyes to a new world and he was inquisitive, almost greedy wanting to experience it all, the lifestyle, the kink, he was fascinated and like a sponge he wanted to soak it all up and I loved watching Aiden’s enthusiasm and delight at the new sensations he was experiencing, and the sincerity of it, made all the more powerful because of what he was feeling for Max, and Max’s love and pride was so full in his heart at Aiden’s natural submission, his need to please and his intrinsic and ultimate trust so freely given, for him it was humbling.
Everything about the man was pure unadulterated sexuality. From the way he sounded, to the way he tasted and smelled, Aiden was a heady aphrodisiac. He was a delight Max planned on sampling very, very thoroughly, a feast designed for gluttony.
With Max being a responsible Dom it’s not a lifestyle he wants to just throw Aiden into without him really understanding what it’s about and the expectations of the D/s relationship and the power plays involved, even though Max wanted to jump up and down with the excitement of finding Mr Perfect, and have endless days and nights of mad passionate sex, he reigned in the horny teenager in love and became the Dom that Aiden needed him to be, wanting Aiden to completely become immersed in what his soul was crying out for.
This book is an emotional and sexual exploration not just for Aiden but also Max, as everything that had come before, their sexual experiences and what they thought they wanted and needed from life was blown out of the water… nothing had prepared either of them for the intensity of their feelings. Max is so incredibly patient, wanting to introduce Aiden slowly to the lifestyle he knows and loves, but with his love for Aiden spiralling out of control… trying to reign it in and do what’s right, the lines between Dom/sub and lover become blurred and their emotions too strong to separate them into boxes and Aiden fears losing himself and who he is to Max and his dependency on him.
Max was taking his responsibilities seriously, to meet the needs of his sub, and Aiden wanted that, he wanted Max to take care of him, not have to make decisions, trusting Max… but they both lost something of themselves along the way. They lost that warmth and spontaneity because of the discipline of the contract, it really made me feel quite sad and I think it’s because we got the intimate side of the relationship first without any kink.
Max and Aiden’s personalities are such that being open and honest with each other is part of who they are, there is little angst in this story and any conflict is really just internal struggle's with their own emotion and the intensity of it something unfamiliar to both of them that they don’t really understand and in Aiden’s case finds it hard to verbalise with both of them trying to find their place in a relationship.
Now, this is a BDSM novel and the title is Pony, and yes, we do get the fantasy played out in all it’s glorious hotness… but not until the end… AMAZING epilogue!!! …and to be honest, initially this book is really them getting to know each other, an erotically charged, deliciously slow torment with a smorgasbord of sex and emotion that I was intent on savouring every minute of… leaving me a wrung out puddle of lust on the floor by the end of it!
I love this author… seriously, I could become stalkerish, and the whole fan girl thing now seems tame in comparison. I have author crush… big time!!! SJD Peterson has totally wrapped the characters from this series around my heart, PUP, TAGTEAM and now PONY have all been excellent… and all 5 HUGE stars of wonderful and I love that we get a little glimpse of where they are up to in each book, because I am so emotionally invested in these characters, I will hang on to any snippet of information, every time I finish one of her books I feel bereft, like I have lost a part of me, like saying goodbye to friends that you want to keep by your side and can’t bare to be parted from, I think I have the whole pleasure pain going on with this series! She is an incredibly talented writer and I thank the day I picked up Plan B and fell in love with Danny and Lance (because I loved the cover… just goes to show, book cover and all that!) from there on in, Jo has just totally wowed me with her style of writing, she manages to get just the right mix of hilarity, love and drama, filling it with emotion… and the sex, not forgetting the sex, cause that’s sizzling and off the charts on the hotness factor! … did I mention I love SJD Peterson???
What a fabulous book for me to finish 2013 on… if you haven’t read this series, seriously, I can’t recommend it enough.